LOVE!!!!!

Calling

I feel like I've felt the calling of God in my life again tonight...or maybe I haven't.  I haven't cried this much in forever.  I'm so ashamed of the way I've been living my life and I just want to be close to God again, but I don't know how.  I've blamed him for so much and turned my back on him so many times, but I guess I just want Him to know that I wanna come back to Him.  I've been sitting here crying and I just realized I have to best dog ever.  She's so concerned for me right now LoL.  I can't wait to be back in Tennessee I really feel like it's where I need to be.  You know the times when you feel like you've just hit a wall and there's no where else to go,well, that's how I feel right now.  I don't think I'm even making sense right now.  I just wish I had some sort of clue about where my life is going, but I guess that's all part of faith too.

This song pretty much sums up how I feel right now.