End of an Era

Well, kids I'm leaving Las Vegas.  I feel like it's the end of an era.  I guess it kinda is.  It's crazy looking back on the phases of your life.  I'm terrified of what's waiting for me right now but insanely excited about it at the same time.  I've had good times here.  Made awesome friends.  Done stupid things.  Done even more stupid things.  And then just been plain ignant.  I don't regret a single second of it.  I'll always look back on my days here with smiles on my heart.  I'm sad to be leaving some people behind, but that's just a part of life.  I feel like I'll be leaving a part of myself here too.  As much as I hate this place it will always hold a place in my heart.  I'm kinda sad I won't be able to party as hard when I get back home, but honestly that's probably good for me LoL.  Oh let's not get too upset.  I'll still party.  I'm a party girl.  They might tame me for a while but the beast shall return.  I'm going to have to get used to bars closing at 2am, liquor stores closed on Sundays and actually finding a bar LoL.  It took me like 2 years to adjust to city life I hope it doesn't take me that long to adjust to the country again LoL.  It's been real Vegas but it's time to get the fuck up outta this bitch!!!!!!

HOLY SHITBALLS!!!!!

Holy shit I'm done with community service!!!!! What a fucking relief!!!!  I haven't been this damn happy in months...MONTHS I SAY!!!!  Good grief that was a lot of cuss words...oh well.  It's who I am get over it.  *Sigh.  Glad I got that out there.  So, I did a first this past weekend.  Got naked in a hot tub with other people. I'm not particularly proud of that fact, but what can ya do? LoL.  Well, I was drunk (like usual) and went to BR's house.  He's been kind of a booty call deal.  Yeah, I know I said I was done with that but I got needs yo. Anywho they have a hot tub..obviously.

So, they guys were the first to strip down to their birthday suits and I being the modest lady I am hid my eyes from HC's junk.  I didn't hide my eyes from BR that would be kind of silly.  Yes, that drunk I'm still slightly modest at least I can say that about myself.  Well, then Ms. Penguin took her clothes off (we're room mates ok it's not like I've never seen it before)  Oh on that note before you people think I'm weird I must remind you that I was in the military and took showers with other women for months so it doesn't phase me anymore.  Alright back on topic.  It took BR a very long time to get me out of my clothes.  I'm very proud of myself for holding out that long.  I'm very impressionable when I'm drunk.  Yeah, I got excuses what of it?  And as a matter of fact I didn't take any clothes off they got taken off of me.  *Sigh you're right I'm a slut.  I just got a txt so I've lost my train of thought.  I just realized my posts aren't very organized.  I kinda just ramble about everything.  Ha!  Keeping you on your toes I guess.  Anywho.

I only cried once that night and it was for just a very brief second and not in front of people.  I wouldn't really even call it crying I just got all teary eyed and it stopped.  Well, I think one escaped.  They were angry tears.  So, I went and yelled at BR we...made up...and that was the end of that.  I lost my under ware though.  I'm actually very sad about it though.  They were new that was only the 2nd time I wore them.  It was quite upsetting for me.  LOL side note.  That's the second time I've gone home with no panties on before.  I'm beginning to thinks guys keep them for a trophy.  Do guys do that?  That's kinda gross.

HOLY SHIT I'M GOING HOME!!!!!!!! I can't fucking wait to get to TN.  I kinda just wanna scream for joy, but I don't think my neighbors would appreciate that.

ALMOST HOME!!!!

I am almost heading home!  To Tennessee that is.  I is getting soooo excited, but I'm super nervous all at the same time.  Weird.  We're going to the bar Friday night to celebrate my departure then hopefully next weekend I'll be starting my 3 day drive back to the land of the great.  Maybe I'll have something to write about after Friday night.  We do tend to get completely shit bag wasted and do stupid things.  Well, Ms. Penguin might not be drinking so maybe everything will remain calm LoL.  I can't decide what all I'm taking with me.  I know I'm taking my animals.  All the fish died btw and the snails...well, the snails met and unfortunate end...but now I have another snake.  Which isn't bad really.  1 dog, 1 lizard and 2 snakes.  Anywho, I was going to rent a small uhaul trailer to transport my bed and book shelves and such ( I really don't have that much stuff ) but they want to charge me like $450 so I was all like PSSSHHH!!!! F**K that!  I think I can get it all in my Tahoe...except for my bed, I can tie that down to the top, but it's stressing me out thinking about driving across the states with a bed on my roof...imagine how stressed I'll be when I'm actually driving.  Ugh.  If my dad decides to pay for the trailer then I'll have no worries.  I guess I'll cross that bridge when I get to it.  What if it rains?  I guess I'll have to buy a tarp.  Aunt Mary Jo wants me to stop and visit with her on my way through.  Of course I'm going to I haven't seen her in years...well, I haven't seen anyone in years but it's been longer since I've visited her, that was back in the day when I was with my AssHat.  I have to start collecting my things that have somehow made their way to other places.  And somehow I've managed to loose 3 pairs of shoes.  Totally not like me I love shoes.  I lost my yellow converse!!!!!!!  I just don't know what to do with myself...my favorite shoes...MISSING!!!!!! Sigh* tis sad.  None of this shit is really that important (besides my animals) maybe I'll just leave most of it behind.  I can always buy new stuff.  I'm keeping my movies though.  I have a pretty impressive movie collection if I do say so myself.  I don't really need the bookshelf that'll save space.  Anyways,  I realize how boring this is.  So, I say Good day to you!